my day (with my thoughts on mike in parantheses)

so


today


WAS GREAT!!!!

woke up at about 10:45 to get ready for work

im ready to go and on the road by 11:20

stop for gas

on the freeway

at work and ready to clock in by 12:05

claim my tips

try to clock in

not successful

try again

not successful

once more

not successful

knock knock on the managers office

no answer

turn around

"Nicole!!"

"Wassup"

"Im not on drugs am i?"

"what do you mean?"

"i work today right?"

"well let me check"

she checks

"youre not on my lunch roster, let me check the dinner one"

she checks

"youre not on the dinner one either"

"are you serious?!?"

"you can check the one up front"

i go up to the host stand

"do you have the roster"

"the roster?"

"here it is"

"omg i really dont work today"

"seriously?"

"ya, im so retarded"

"haha"

"well i dont wanna leave...maybe i'll eat"

i try everyone that i can think of to come eat with me

"no one can come!"

"im sure you can find someone, try lauren" (this is mike...mike is cute...i like mike)

"i dont have lauren's number"

"here take my phone" (mike is cute...i like mike)

i call lauren and relay my funny story and extend a lunch invitation

she's busy

"can lauren come?" (stop being cute...didnt i hate you last week?....ya i did until i was about to go home and then you started being cute...ok)

"no shes busy"

"why dont you wait for someone to go on lunch and you can eat with them?" (like...you perhaps...no youve probably had your lunch already)

"i'm gonna try this person that i really dont wanna try"

the person is danny

danny is out of town til friday

lawren texts me back...finally

she just got out of class and is available to meet me at chili's

by this time ive been there for about 45 minutes already...talking to mike (mike is cute...)

"yay i found someone!"

"the person you didnt wanna try?"

"nope...actually the first person i tried"

"oh thats cool...you want me to seat you now? where do you wanna sit?" (aww youre so cute)

"hmmm nicole's section is full...and so is genessis...what about michelle? does she have any open tables?"

"ya...want me to seat you now? i'll save it for you if you wanna wait" (arent you precious? of course i wanna wait...)

"i think im gonna go to my car real quick"

i drop of my arpon and change into my flip flops

"so why do all of your friends live out here if you live in corona?" (oh you are adorbale you are)

" i go to mt sac"

"oh whatre you taking this fall" (awww you wanna know all about me)

i tell him what im taking

"oh musics your thing huh?"

"yupp...its my major"

"what do you do?"

"sing"

"whats your favorite song to sing right now?"

"you wouldnt know if i told you"

"well sing it for me" (cute but no)

"ummm...no"

"why not?"

"i dont like to sing by myself"

"i dont get it...you like to sing but not by yourself?"

"well ya...i sing in a choir"

"is your friend thats coming a singer too?"

"ya"

"well there you go then" (again...cute but no)

"ummm...no"

lawren arrives

we eat and talk and talk and talk

then we pay

then i walk her to her car and we talk and talk and talk

we finally stop talking after about 2 hours at about 4...she has stuff to do

i go back inside with the intention of getting a schedule using the bathroom and leaving

i end up staying at chili's for another hour talking to various people but mainly lauren [notice the change in spelling] and mark [not mike]

i finally leave a lil after 5pm

after being at chili's for 5 hours without working


perfect day :)


love and stuff

B.A.J

what i just realized

being in chamber singers does NOT make me any cooler or any more popular...it doesnt matter...they wont like me anymore than they do/dont already and i wont get invited to anymore of their fun fun funny funtime parties except for the ones associated with being in chamber singers

the friends that i have now are still gonna be my only friends...some of those friends are chamber singers and thats cool...but i shouldnt expect any of the old people to suddenly change how they feel about me just because i made a choir

will i make new friends? quite possibly...the new people coming into mt sac have no real impression of me so we'll just have to see

love and stuff,

B.A.J

the life and times of LD and DJ

they have a regular relationship


with regular problems


because they're regular people

he's guarded and hides his emotions

she wont allow herself to be happy


see...regular


its just more interesting to me because i know EVERYTHING...yikes

a most glorious weekend pt. 2

i dont feel like going into detail about the rest of the weekend cuz that would take too long


know this though:

it was the most amazing weekend ever

saturday being the best day for many reasons

and me and danny texted all day on sunday


thatsall


love and stuff,

B.A.J

the conversation i just had with myself

myself: why are you really jealous? is it because bruce has danny or is it because danny has someone like bruce?

I: both

UGH!!!!

BUT HE'S OLD!!!!!


HE'S OLD OLD OLD!!!

and HE'S NOT EVEN REALLY ATTRACTIVE!!!!

UGH!!!


YOU SHOULD BE WITH ME INSTEAD!!!!


ok thats my rant for the day

a most glorious weekend pt. 1

the amazingness started at about 11:00 pm friday evening when i showed up to kelsey's dad's house after working a 7 hour shift at chili's.

i was tired...yes indeed...7 hours at chili's isnt something that can be done with ease...and i decided not to eat so i was running on an empty stomach...but all was well...some of my favorite people were all crammed into one place

Anna, Kelsey, Aaron, Tom, and Johnny: my G-town peeps

it was a celebration of kelsey's 19th bday and it was to be a most glorious weekend

so as i said it started when i showed up at kelsey's dad's. everyone was a lil tired because they had spent all day in palm springs swimming and such and i of course had been working

anyhow...we were tired but this weekend was not for sleeping

after being introduced to kelsey's stepmother and uncle i chilled with everyone else in the family room basically just talking about nothing

after a while we decided to play a game called picture phone...which is kinda like telephone...except with pictures...obviously

so we played that and it was HILARIOUS!!! probably my new favorite game to play with friends...up there with big booty and pornstars lol :)

i should mention here that kels' stepmother has a very expensive mac computer that she doesnt like other people to use...so of course we used it to take about a hundred pictures of ourselves...check my myspace


so after doing that we did more of nothing and loved it and by about 3am we were all asleep somewhere in the house lol

after about 5 hours we were woken up by the sweet sounds of kels' 3 cousins (ages 4, 2, and 8months), stepmother, uncle, and father...it was delightful...not

so after being formally introduced to kelsey's father lynn (the stepmother) made us breakfast and we watched TV's Sexiest Men (tom selleck...give me a break)

after breakfast at about 11:30 anna left with aaron to take tom home and pick up karlyn (another of my g-town homies)

while they were gone we were joined by danny...omg...danny...ya i think thats all i can say

so ya were joined by danny and decided to migrate to the backyard to enjoy the activities the venue offered (a trampoline and a swimming pool)

so danny kels and i went swimming and played a few rounds of marco polo...i was it first...and spent a majority of my time chasing danny...dont judge me lol :)...and caught him eventually :)...i actually caught him everytime i was it

from there we moved to trampoline and back to the pool and then back to trampoline and then to the table to chat and kinda kept going with that for a while

then anna and aaron returned with karlyn and we did more of the same

during this time anna and i became quite attached to two floaties that belonged to kels' baby cousins...a duck by the name of ducky for anna and an alligator by the name of abigail for me...we were quite the foursome :)

later on at about 4:30 kelsey left with johnny and aaron to take karlyn back to glendora so he could go to work...leaving me to chill with anna and danny...by now my two favorite people of the group...we chilled and ate hamburgers and hot dogs courtesy of kels' dad

there's is a lot to this weekend so i think i'll stop here

thus ends part one

love and stuff,

B.A.J