...i seriously considered suicide for the first time in a while...call me overly-dramatic if you want to but i did...
and not only that but also for not the first time i hoped that something really bad would happen to me to teach other people a lesson...again, call me overly-dramatic if you want to but i did...
tonight was a terrible night...absolutely horrible on a number of levels.
i dont have the energy to go into details...but this night was truly horrible...and when i came home after the events that caused me to leave in the first place...i realized 3 things that only made it worse: 1. he was home and awake. 2. she was awake. 3. my lil sister is an even bigger______ than i thought she was and i cant wait until she leaves.
do with that what you will.
i will say that i have never felt lonelier and more hurt in my life...
i owe two apologies to one person...everyone else can go away.
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