epilogue to the scream.

after i had my little blog of screamage i feel like ive lost all emotion.


i think the reason why this day has been kinda decent is because i havent really felt anything


this entire day has been just whatever, tuesdays are whatever by nature in my life. but i think the added whateverness of today is due to the fact that ive been emotionally whatever.

maybe its because i went through a day so full of emotion that i needed a day of emotional rest

well i got it

and what for?

is it in preparation for another emotional day?

oh God i hope not

i dont know how many more days like yesterday i can handle''

ugh

im still alive